Chapter 8 - Meeting Ethan and Eva

I arrived at the Westside Pediatric Clinic at 9:15 a.m., forty-five minutes early. I sat in my modest sedan in the parking lot, my hands trembling violently on the steering wheel. I was dressed in a simple navy sweater and dark jeans—no tailored suits, no custom watches, no billionaire armor.
At 9:55 a.m., a familiar dark SUV pulled into the lot.
My breath hitched. Claire stepped out of the driver's seat.
She looked radiant, though there were subtle lines of maternal fatigue around her warm brown eyes. She wore a simple cream coat, her hair shining in the winter sunlight. She opened the rear passenger doors and began carefully unclipping two infant car seats.
I stepped out of my car and walked slowly toward her, keeping my hands visible, stopping ten feet away so as not to startle her.
""Claire,"" I said quietly.
She turned. Her eyes scanned my face, noting the gray hairs that had appeared at my temples over the last four months, the leaner frame, the complete absence of my former swagger.
""Adrian,"" she replied, nodding toward the car seats. ""Can you carry Ethan? He's getting heavy.""
That simple request—asking me to hold my son—nearly brought me to my knees.
I stepped forward with trembling hands and lifted the carrier. Looking down through the protective canopy, I saw him for the first time in real life. Baby boy Knox. He had a mop of dark brown hair, chubby flushed cheeks, and big, curious blue eyes that stared up at me without judgment. When I reached down a finger, his tiny, warm hand instinctively clamped around it with astonishing strength.
A tear slipped down my cheek and fell onto my sleeve.
""He looks like you,"" Claire murmured, lifting Eva’s carrier. ""He has your stubborn chin.""
We walked into the clinic side by side in silence.
During the appointment, the pediatrician praised both babies for their incredible milestones. Ethan was in the ninetieth percentile for weight. And Eva—my little fighter who had nearly slipped away while I was sipping champagne in Miami—was completely healthy, her lungs clear, her heart beating strong and steady.
When the nurse administered their routine vaccinations, Ethan let out a loud, indignant wail, while Eva burst into startled tears.
Instinct took over. Claire scooped Eva into her arms, whispering soothing words, while I carefully lifted Ethan from the examination table, cradling him against my chest. I supported his tiny neck, gently rocking him back and forth, humming a soft melody my mother used to sing to me in Chicago.
Ethan's cries slowly subsided. He nuzzled his small, soft face into the crook of my neck, letting out a tiny, shuddering sigh, his warm breath tickling my skin.
I looked up and caught Claire watching us. Her eyes were filled with unshed tears, her lip trembling slightly as she saw her son resting peacefully against his father's chest.
""You're good with him,"" she whispered.
""I spent four months reading every single parenting book I could find,"" I said honestly, looking down at my son. ""I wanted to make sure that if I ever earned the privilege of holding them, I wouldn't let them down.""
Claire looked down at Eva, stroking the baby girl's soft cheek.
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""Would you like to hold your daughter, Adrian?"" she asked softly.
My chest tightened so hard I could barely draw breath. ""More than anything in this world.""