Chapter 8 - The Prison Visit

Two months after the sentencing, I received a formal request from the federal penitentiary in upstate New York. Daniel had filed four separate petitions requesting an interview with me. The prison chaplain had added a personal note stating that the prisoner had ceased eating and was demanding to see his former wife to deliver an apology.
Margaret advised me to throw the letter in the shredder.
""He's a narcissist, Evelyn,"" she told me over tea in my office. ""He doesn't want to apologize. He wants to manipulate you. He wants you to feel guilty for leaving him to rot.""
""I know,"" I told her quietly. ""That's why I'm going.""
The visiting room at the maximum-security facility was bleak, gray, and separated by three inches of bulletproof glass. The air smelled of industrial bleach and damp concrete.
Daniel was brought in by two guards, his feet shuffling in heavy leg irons. When he sat down on the metal stool, he looked like a ghost. His eyes were sunken, dark purple bruises of exhaustion ringing his sockets. His skin was pale and waxy, and a nasty scar ran across his left eyebrow from an altercation in the prison yard.
He picked up the red telephone receiver with trembling hands.
I picked up mine.
""You came,"" Daniel whispered. His voice was thin, raspy, completely devoid of the booming charisma that had once charmed Wall Street boardrooms.
""I came to see you one last time, Daniel,"" I said evenly. ""Say what you have to say.""
Tears spilled out of his eyes, running down his stubbled cheeks. ""Evelyn... I’m sorry. God, I’m so sorry. I lost my mind. The money, the pressure, the fame... it got into my head. Vanessa lied to me. She told me you were going to leave me, she convinced me to protect myself—""
""Stop,"" I interrupted, my tone freezing his words in his throat. ""Do not sit there and blame a twenty-four-year-old assistant for the fact that you paid a man fifty thousand dollars to cut the brake lines on my car. You made that choice. You signed that wire transfer. You stood over my hospital bed with divorce papers while my ribs were still knitting together.""
Daniel pressed his forehead against the cold glass. ""Evelyn, please. The conditions in here... they're killing me. I can't survive thirty years in this place. Talk to the judge. Tell them you forgive me. Tell them to reduce it to house arrest! I’ll sign whatever you want. I’ll never speak to you again. I’ll leave the country!""
I looked at him through the glass. For months, I had wondered what I would feel when I finally saw him paying for what he had done. Would I feel rage? Vengeance? Vindication?
Looking at him now, I felt none of those things. I felt only a profound, liberating indifference. He was a stranger who had stolen a decade of my life, but who no longer possessed a single shred of power over my future.
""Do you remember what Vanessa said to me in that hospital room, Daniel?"" I asked quietly.
Daniel sniffled, blinking his wet eyes. ""No... what?""
""She told me I had lost my husband and my empire, and called me a beggar,"" I whispered. ""She was half right. I did lose my husband. But the empire was never yours to give or take away. You were just a tenant living in a house I built.""
I stood up from the metal stool, adjusting the cuffs of my tailored coat.
""Goodbye, Daniel. I hope you find whatever peace your conscience allows you in this room. You will never see me again.""
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""Evelyn! Wait! Evelyn, don't hang up! Please! Evelyn!"" his frantic screams battered against the thick glass, muffled and powerless.
I hung up the red phone, turned my back, and walked through the heavy security doors into the blinding winter sunlight.