Chapter 6 - The Weight of Memory
Turned away at the resort gate, Corey drove aimlessly down the coastline until he found himself pulling into the parking lot of a quiet public beach park in Kihei. Leaving Callie fuming in the passenger seat with the air conditioner running, he walked out onto the golden sand and sat down near the shade of an ironwood tree, watching the gentle rolling surf.
Memories he had deliberately buried for years began washing over him. He remembered being nine years old, sitting in the corner of a motel laundry room doing his fourth-grade math homework while his mother folded towering stacks of white sheets. The air in that room had been stiflingly hot, thick with the scent of bleach and steam, but Martha had never complained once. She had hummed old country songs, checking his long division between loads, making sure he had fresh fruit packed in his lunchbox every single morning.
He remembered when he was sixteen and wanted a suit for his first school dance. His father Arthur had been working two jobs trying to get their real estate development business off the ground, and money was impossibly tight. Martha had taken extra overnight shifts cleaning commercial kitchens just so Corey could have the tailored charcoal suit he wanted so badly. She had never asked for thanks. She had only smiled when she pinned the boutonniere to his lapel, telling him that her greatest pride was seeing him stand tall and confident.
When had he stopped standing tall?
He remembered his wedding day six years ago. Trevor had taken complete control of the guest list, cutting out Martha’s lifelong friends because they ""didn't fit the aesthetic"" of the high-society vineyard ceremony. Martha had quietly accepted sitting in the third row, dressed in a simple, elegant navy dress she had sewn herself. When Trevor made a sly toast mocking ""working-class backgrounds,"" Corey had caught his mother’s eye. She hadn't cried. She had just offered him a gentle, loving smile, absorbing the insult so her son’s wedding wouldn't be ruined by drama.
And how had he repaid that grace? By slowly pushing her into the margins of his life. By letting Callie roll her eyes whenever Martha sent homemade birthday cards. By letting Trevor refer to her as ""the help.""
He pulled out his phone. He bypassed Facebook, bypassed social media entirely, and scrolled deep into his old text messages until he found the last text his mother had sent him two months prior: ""Corey, found some old photos of you and your dad building your first treehouse. Sent them in the mail with some macadamia shortbread. Hope work is treating you well, sweetheart. Love, Mom.""
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He hadn't even replied. He had been at a cocktail party with Callie’s friends and had completely forgotten.
Corey buried his face in his hands, his shoulders shaking as the dam broke. The warm tropical wind whipped around him, but inside he felt hollow, cold, and utterly desolate. He realized that losing access to the luxury suites at Seawind Bluff was nothing compared to the catastrophic loss he had brought upon himself: he had shattered his mother's heart, and he had done it for the applause of people who didn't even respect him.
