Chapter 7 - Facing the Mirror

Later that night, the house finally fell into an eerie, hollow quiet. The investigators had left, my father had retreated into his locked study with a bottle of scotch, and my mother was sedated in her bedroom, overwhelmed by the public fallout.
I walked into my private bathroom and locked the door behind me.
For twelve years, the mirrors in my room had been covered with frosted vinyl so I wouldn't have to see my own reflection while changing. With a pair of scissors, I carefully peeled the thick vinyl away, letting the adhesive tear with a slow, satisfying rasp.
The full-length mirror emerged clean, polished, and unforgiving under the bright vanity lights.
I stood in front of it, still wearing the neon-pink bikini.
For nearly twenty minutes, I simply looked. I traced my fingers along the ridged, uneven terrain of my left shoulder. I touched the silvery bands of skin running across my ribcage where the burning pine beam had crushed into my bone. I looked at the patchy, reconstructed skin along my hip and thigh.
Growing up, Chloe had told me I looked like a monster. My mother had told me I was fragile and broken. But looking at myself now, without their voices echoing in my head, I saw something completely different.
I didn't see a victim. I saw a survivor.
Every single ridge of scar tissue was undeniable proof of my courage. They were the physical receipts of a six-year-old girl who had charged into a raging inferno to save another human being. They were marks of immense love, stubborn bravery, and incredible resilience.
A soft knock came at my bathroom door.
"Maya?"
It was Chloe. Her voice sounded small, raspy, and stripped of all its former venom.
I opened the door. She stood there wearing an old oversized sweatshirt—the kind I had worn for a decade—her face pale, her eyes swollen and red from hours of relentless crying.
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"Can I... can I talk to you?" she whispered, unable to meet my eyes.
"You can say whatever you want, Chloe," I answered, keeping my voice steady and calm. "The question is whether you actually mean it."