Chapter 9 - The Unexpected Visitor

Two weeks later, the Idaho prosecutor’s office called.
Ethan had taken a plea deal: two years in a minimum-security facility, five years probation, and total restitution of the stolen funds. Lyle Foster was facing a disciplinary disbarment hearing and multiple civil judgments that would strip him of his home and private aircraft.
I was at the cabin, dressed in thick wool socks, jeans, and an oversized flannel shirt, sanding down the water-damaged edges of the kitchen dining table. The lake was completely frozen over now, a brilliant expanse of white reflecting the pale December sun. The wood stove crackled warmly in the corner, filling the room with the scent of dry pine.
A car door closed outside.
I set down my sanding block and walked to the front window. A battered yellow cab was turning around in the driveway, kicking up plumes of powder. Standing near the bottom of the porch steps was Paige.
She was carrying a single canvas duffel bag. She wore a coat that didn't look nearly warm enough for northern Idaho, her hands shoved deep into her pockets, shivering against the wind. Her pregnancy had begun to show, a slight rounding beneath her woolen sweater.
I stepped onto the porch. The cold air bit my cheeks.
""The road is private property, Paige,"" I called out.
She stopped at the bottom of the steps, looking up at me. Her face was hollow, devoid of the haughty entitlement she had worn at my father’s dinner table. She looked utterly abandoned.
""I know,"" she whispered, her teeth chattering. ""I took a cab from the bus depot in Coeur d'Alene. It took the last sixty dollars I had.""
""Why are you here?""
""I didn't know where else to go,"" she said, tears freezing on her eyelashes. ""My mom changed her number. She told me I was on my own because I ruined the deal. Ethan’s parents blame me for him going to jail. They told me if I ever contacted them, they’d get a restraining order. The landlord locked me out of the apartment yesterday.""
I stood on the porch, my hands resting on the cedar railing. Part of me—the wounded, betrayed woman who had sat across from her while she rubbed her stomach—wanted to tell her to walk back down the five miles of snow-covered gravel to the highway.
Then I looked at her stomach.
The child growing inside her had no part in Ethan’s greed or Marlene’s malice. It was an innocent life, caught in the wreckage of broken adults.
""Why didn't you stay in Spokane?"" I asked.
""Because I didn't want to become her,"" Paige sobbed, dropping her duffel bag into the snow. ""My mother spent my whole life teaching me that you have to take things from other people before they take them from you. She told me you were cold, that you had everything, and that you didn't deserve it. And I believed her because it was easier than looking at my own pathetic life. I slept with your husband because I wanted to feel like I mattered to someone. And all it did was ruin everyone.""
She sank down onto the bottom step, burying her face in her knees, shivering uncontrollably.
I stood there for a long moment, listening to the winter silence. Then, a sudden gust of wind caught the shell chime hanging beside the front door.
Clack. Clack. Clack.
The white shells sang in the freezing air.
Nora, put my shells back where they belong.
My mother hadn't kept that cabin as a fortress of bitterness. She had kept it as a sanctuary.
May you like
I walked down the porch steps, picked up Paige’s canvas duffel bag, and held out my hand to the shivering girl.
""Get inside,"" I said. ""Before you freeze my nephew.""