Chapter 2 - The Woman Behind the Locked Door

Roman opened the apartment door before Griffin reached it.
She was wearing the faded blue cardigan Griffin had bought her the previous Christmas. Her oxygen concentrator hummed in the corner, and the prescription bag was still absent from the kitchen counter.
For one awful moment, Griffin wanted to scream about everything.
The ring.
The father.
The years.
Instead, she looked at her mother’s pale face and said, “Sit down before you fall down.”
Roman obeyed.
That made Griffin angrier.
Her mother had always been the steady one, the person who could stretch twenty dollars, fix a broken zipper, and make an unfamiliar apartment feel like somewhere they might survive.
Now she looked like someone waiting to be sentenced.
Griffin placed the velvet pouch on the table.
She had taken it from the bedroom drawer herself.
“Start at the beginning.”
Roman stared at the ring.
“I met him when I was twenty-four. I was working reception at a physical therapy clinic. He came in with a shoulder injury and three men who frightened the other patients.”
“Romantic.”
“No,” Roman said quietly. “It should have told me something.”
She explained that Salvatore had been charming when he wanted to be. He remembered small details. He made her laugh. He listened when she talked about studying bookkeeping.
At first, his money had seemed like the least interesting thing about him.
Then she learned how some of it was made.
“Did you know before you married him?”
“Yes.”
Griffin looked away.
Roman did not defend herself.
“I believed he would change. He said he wanted a different life.”
“Were you married?”
“At city hall. His family disliked that.”
“Because of you?”
“Because he hadn’t asked their permission.”
Roman opened a battered document box and removed a photograph.
A younger version of her stood outside a courthouse, laughing into the wind.
Beside her was Salvatore.
No silver hair.
No scar through his eyebrow.
But the same eyes.
He was looking at Roman instead of the camera.
Griffin touched the edge.
She had spent her childhood believing there were no pictures because remembering hurt too much.
There had been pictures all along.
“When I got pregnant,” Roman continued, “he promised to step back from certain people. His younger brother was supposed to handle the transition.”
“Adrian.”
Roman nodded.
“He came to see me when Salvatore was away.”
She stopped.
Griffin waited.
“He said a baby would make his brother weak. That I should leave before someone made the decision for me.”
“Did you tell my father?”
“Yes.”
“What happened?”
“Salvatore confronted him. Adrian apologized. Everyone said I misunderstood.”
Griffin looked at her mother.
Roman’s hands were trembling.
“Then a man followed me home from the clinic. Two nights later, somebody broke into our apartment. They left nothing missing except the ultrasound photograph from my bag.”
A cold pressure settled beneath Griffin’s ribs.
“What did you do?”
“I asked Salvatore to leave with me.”
“And?”
“He said he could protect us there.”
Roman’s eyes filled.
“I needed him to understand that I didn’t want guards. I wanted to stop needing them.”
Griffin sat.
Outside, a bus hissed at the curb.
“My friend Evelyn helped me leave. Three weeks later, she showed me a newspaper report about a burned car near the river. My handbag had been found inside.”
“Your handbag?”
“It disappeared before I left.”
Griffin stared at her.
“Someone wanted him to think you were dead.”
“Yes.”
“Why didn’t you contact him?”
“Because I thought the person who arranged it would find us first.”
“For twenty-two years?”
Roman looked down.
“Fear becomes a habit. Then it becomes the life you know.”
Griffin wanted to forgive her.
She wanted to punish her.
Both feelings frightened her.
Finally, she asked, “Why keep the ring?”
Roman wiped her cheek.
“Because loving someone and being safe with them aren’t always the same thing.”
A knock sounded at the door.
Three measured blows.
Griffin stood.
Roman caught her wrist.
On the floor outside lay a white envelope.
Inside was a photograph taken that evening.
Griffin leaving the restaurant.
May you like
Across the back, someone had written:
YOU SHOULD HAVE STAYED GONE.