Chapter 5

The next twenty-four hours were a nightmare.
I couldn't sleep. I couldn't eat. I could only think about Ryan's ultimatum.
Drop the charges, or he destroys Diane.
Diane tried to convince me to let him talk.
"I deserve whatever happens," she kept saying. "I killed a man, Emily. I've known this day would come eventually."
But I couldn't do it.
Not after everything she'd done for me.
Not after watching her slap her own son to protect me.
Not after sitting with me in the NICU, crying over Grace.
I called a lawyer.
Her name was Sarah Chen. She specialized in domestic violence cases.
I told her everything.
The assault. The recording. Ryan's threat.
And then, after a long pause, I told her about Diane.
About the fire. About the confession.
Sarah listened without judgment.
When I finished, she was quiet for a moment.
"Emily, this is complicated," she said finally. "Ryan's threat is real. If he goes to the police with this information, they will have to investigate Diane. Even after fifteen years, there's no statute of limitations on murder in Texas."
"But he was seven years old," I said. "His testimony is hearsay. He doesn't have any proof."
"Proof can be found," Sarah said. "Old police reports. Witness statements. Forensic evidence that might still exist. And Ryan knows things. Details only someone who was there would know. That could be enough to reopen the case."
"So what do I do?"
Sarah leaned forward.
"You have two options. Option one: You drop the charges against Ryan. He keeps his mother's secret. But he goes free. And he will come after you. He will come after Grace. Men like Ryan don't change, Emily. They just get better at hiding what they are."
She paused.
"Option two: You proceed with the charges. Ryan goes to prison. But he tells the police about Diane. She gets investigated. Possibly charged. Possibly convicted."
I stared at her.
"There's no third option?"
"There might be," Sarah said. "If we can prove that Ryan is threatening Diane to blackmail you, that's additional charges against him. Witness tampering. Extortion. But it doesn't make the fire go away."
She reached across the table.
"Emily, I need you to be honest with me. Do you believe Diane? About why she did it?"
I thought about Diane's face as she told me her story.
The pain. The guilt. The regret.
"I believe her," I said. "Her husband was abusive. She was terrified. She made a terrible choice in a moment of desperation."
"Then we fight," Sarah said. "We proceed with the charges against Ryan. And if he talks about the fire, we defend Diane. Self-defense. Battered woman syndrome. Fifteen years of exemplary behavior as a mitigating factor. It won't be easy. But it's possible."
I thought about Grace.
I thought about Ryan.
I thought about Diane.
"Okay," I said. "We fight."
I called Ryan that night.
He answered on the first ring.
"Have you made your decision?"
"I'm not dropping the charges, Ryan."
Silence.
Then he laughed. A cold, bitter sound.
"You're choosing a murderer over your own husband?"
"I'm choosing my daughter," I said. "And I'm choosing the woman who saved her life. You made your choice when you kicked me, Ryan. You chose anger over your family. Now you get to live with it."
"You'll regret this," he said. "Both of you will regret this."
"I already regret ever marrying you," I replied.
I hung up.
Diane was sitting in the waiting room when I found her.
She looked up, hope and fear in her eyes.
"What did you decide?"
I sat beside her.
"We're going to fight. Both of us. Together."
Tears streamed down her face.
"Emily, why? Why would you do this for me?"
I took her hand.
"Because you're the only mother I've ever really had," I said. "My own mom left when I was twelve. My dad checked out. I've been alone for so long. And then you came along. You loved me when your own son didn't. You protected me when he tried to hurt me."
I squeezed her hand.
"You're family, Diane. And family doesn't abandon each other."
She pulled me into a hug.
"I won't let you down," she whispered. "I promise."
And in that moment, I knew.
Whatever happened.
May you like
Whatever Ryan threw at us.
We would face it together.