Chapter 4

The detective's questions were straightforward.
What happened? When? Who said what?
I told him everything.
The argument. The food. Ryan grabbing my arm. The kick. Diane slapping him. The phone recording.
I didn't mention the fire.
I didn't mention Diane's confession.
I wasn't protecting her. I was protecting myself. I needed time to process.
When Detective Carter left, Diane came back in.
She didn't ask what I told him. She didn't need to.
"The detective also wants to talk to you," I said.
"I know," she replied. "He already did. About the assault. He didn't ask about anything else."
"Yet."
She nodded.
"Ryan will talk. He'll say anything to get out of this. To hurt me."
She sat down beside the bed.
"I want to see my daughter," I said.
"Of course. Let me find a nurse."
Twenty minutes later, I was being wheeled into the NICU.
Rows of incubators lined the room. Tiny babies, connected to wires and monitors, fought for their first breaths.
My daughter was in the far corner.
She was so small. Her skin was translucent. A tiny tube went into her nose to help with oxygen.
"She's beautiful," I whispered.
Diane stood beside me, her hand on my shoulder.
"She looks like you," she said.
I reached out and touched her tiny hand through the incubator.
Her fingers wrapped around mine.
Strong. Determined.
Alive.
"What's her name?" Diane asked.
I hadn't thought about it.
Ryan and I had argued about names for months. He wanted something traditional. James for a boy, Elizabeth for a girl. I wanted something that felt like me.
"Grace," I said. "Her name is Grace."
Diane smiled.
"It's perfect."
We stayed there for an hour, just watching her.
The beep of monitors. The soft hiss of oxygen. The quiet murmur of nurses.
It was peaceful.
And then my phone rang.
I didn't recognize the number.
"Hello?"
"Emily."
It was Ryan.
"How did you get this number?"
"Don't act surprised. We've been married for three years."
His voice was calm. Too calm.
"What do you want, Ryan?"
"I want you to drop the charges."
I laughed bitterly.
"You kicked me in the stomach when I was eight months pregnant. Our daughter is in the NICU because of you. And you want me to drop the charges?"
"I made a mistake," he said. "I was drunk. I was angry. But I'm your husband. Grace needs her father."
"Grace needs to be safe."
"She will be. I'll go to anger management. I'll go to AA. I'll do whatever it takes. But Emily, if you don't drop these charges... I'm going to tell the police everything about my mother."
My blood ran cold.
"Don't do this, Ryan."
"Then drop the charges. Tell the police it was an accident. Tell them you fell. And I'll keep my mother's secret."
I looked at Diane. She was watching Grace, unaware of the conversation.
"Give me time," I said.
"You have twenty-four hours," Ryan said. "After that, I call the police."
He hung up.
Diane turned to me.
"Who was that?"
I looked at her.
At the woman who had saved my life.
At the woman who had killed her husband.
And I made a decision.
"It was Ryan," I said. "He wants me to drop the charges. He says if I don't, he'll tell the police about the fire."
Diane's face fell.
"And what are you going to do?"
I looked at Grace.
My daughter.
Tiny. Fragile. Innocent.
"I'm going to do whatever it takes to protect my daughter," I said. "And that includes protecting the only other person who has ever stood up for her."
Diane's eyes filled with tears.
"Emily, you don't have to—"
"Yes, I do," I interrupted. "You saved my life. You saved Grace's life. Whatever you did in your past... that's not who you are now. And I'm not going to let Ryan destroy you."
I reached for her hand.
"We're in this together, Diane. Whatever comes."
May you like
She squeezed my hand.
And for the first time since that night in the kitchen, I felt like I wasn't alone.