Chapter 10 - Sunshine on North Shore Sand

Ten months later, the North Shore had shed its grey coat of ice and blossomed into the deep, lush green of high summer.
The high stone wall surrounding the Valenti estate was still there, but the heavy iron gates stood wide open to the public road for the first time in sixty years. A small wooden sign, carved from local cedar and stained dark walnut, had been erected beside the gatehouse: The Julian Valenti Community Arts and Literacy Center.
Inside the three-hundred-foot marble ballroom, the chandeliers were turned off, and the sunlight poured through the floor-to-ceiling windows onto twenty long tables covered in butcher paper, watercolor paints, and jars of fresh wildflowers picked from the meadows near the lake.
Thirty children from the South Side youth programs were running across the hardwood floors, their sneakers squeaking against the polished oak, their laughter echoing into the high painted rafters where politicians had once whispered about bribes and berthing rights.
I stood on the back lawn, looking out toward the blue horizon of Lake Michigan, wearing an open-collared linen shirt and faded khakis.
Beside me, Claire Morgan was setting a wicker basket onto a wooden picnic table under the shade of the old bur oak. She had gained back the ten pounds she had lost during those terrible years in the rooming houses; her hair was down, falling in soft brown waves around her shoulders, and her dress was the color of summer corn.
“The cake is different this year,” she said, looking up at me with an amused glint in her eyes.
“Different how?”
“No powdered sugar on your cuffs,” she laughed, pointing to the plate she had just set down.
It was a round chocolate cake, frosted with dark fudge, and sitting directly in the middle was a single white candle. Written in clean, steady white lettering across the top was: HAPPY 52ND BIRTHDAY, GABRIEL.
Across the grass, Mia came running toward us, her bare feet kicking up bits of clover, her hands covered in blue tempera paint, chasing Dante, who was pretending to be an angry bear and roaring with such theatrical clumsiness that three other children were rolling on the grass with delight.
“Gabriel!” Mia shouted, her curls bouncing against her cheeks. “Look! I painted a boat! A big boat with yellow sails so it won't sink in the dark!”
She threw herself against my legs, leaving two brilliant blue handprints right across the front of my white khakis.
Claire gasped, her hand flying to her mouth. “Mia! Oh, Gabriel, I’m so sorry—”
I didn't let her finish. I reached down, scooped the little girl up into my arms, and held her high against the blue summer sky while she giggled and kicked her feet.
“It’s fine, Claire,” I said, my heart feeling lighter than it had since I was twelve years old, running through the alleys of Taylor Street with Julian chasing my heels. “In fact, I think blue is my favorite color.”
I set Mia on the picnic bench beside the chocolate cake.
Dante walked over, wiping his forehead with a clean handkerchief, his broad, scarred face split into an easy, relaxed grin. He reached out, pulled a box of wooden matches from his pocket, and struck one against the side, holding the flame to the single candle until the wick caught and flared bright gold in the summer breeze.
“Make a wish, boss,” Dante said.
I looked at Claire, whose eyes were shining with a quiet, profound peace. I looked at Mia, who was leaning over the table, her cheeks puffed out, ready to blow the flame out before I could even take a breath.
And then I looked up at the sky over the great blue lake, where no storms were gathering, where no ghosts were waiting in the shadows, and where my brother’s memory was finally at rest.
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“I don't need a wish,” I said, leaning down beside the little girl. “I already have everything I was looking for.”
Together, we blew out the candle, and the smoke drifted upward into the warm Illinois sunshine, disappearing into the light.