Chapter 2 - The Sound of Broken Ribs

The cruiser doors slammed shut with the finality of a tomb. Kenzie was sobbing hysterically against the barred partition in the back of the second patrol car, her mascara running down her neck in greasy black tracks. She hadn't even been allowed to put on shoes; her bare feet were pressed against the floorboard, her toes curling in terror as the red and blue strobes painted her pale skin in alternate shades of blood and ice.
Beverly was screaming on the sidewalk, threatening lawsuits, claiming police brutality, and naming every city council member she had ever poured coffee for at charity luncheons. Miller didn't care. He handed me a business card with a case number scrawled on the back in blue ballpoint pen.
""Get inside, ma'am,"" he advised quietly, glancing toward the guest room window where Arlo's cries had settled into ragged hiccupping breaths. ""Lock the deadbolt. Do not engage with your mother. We'll have a victim advocate reach out to you tomorrow morning regarding your vehicle. It’s being impounded as evidence in a felony investigation.""
My car. My reliable, paid-off sedan that Luke and I had saved two years to purchase before our wedding. Smashed to pieces, covered in blood and mailbox sheet metal, and now impounded inside an evidence garage.
I didn't answer Miller. I turned my back on my hysterical mother, stepped into the house, and threw both the brass deadbolt and the security chain.
The quiet of the house was sickening. The hallway smelled of Kenzie’s laundry detergent, dirty dishes left in the sink, and the faint, sweet scent of baby formula. I walked into the guest room on wooden legs. Arlo was squirming in his bassinet, his tiny fists balled tight against his cheeks, his face mottled red from crying. The moment I picked him up, his rooting reflex kicked in, his little nose butting against my soaked shirt.
I sank into the rocking chair, tears finally breaking past the dam of my eyelids. They weren't tears of sadness; they were burning tears of pure, chemical fury.
Just take it, Marisa. You have a baby. Judges go easy on new moms.
My mother’s whispered words rang in my ears like tinnitus. She hadn't just asked me to cover a speeding ticket or take the blame for a scratched bumper. She had known Kenzie hit someone. She had known the severity of the wreck from the moment Kenzie stumbled through the front door reeking of smoke and alcohol at two in the morning. And her immediate, calculated instinct had been to sacrifice me. She had been willing to let me be dragged away in handcuffs, to have my three-week-old infant ripped from my arms and handed over to child protective services, just so her golden child wouldn't miss her nursing board exams.
With shaking fingers, I opened my phone and dialed Luke’s private bunk line at Fort McCoy. It went straight to voicemail. The National Guard unit was on blackout communications during their nighttime artillery exercises until 0600.
""Luke,"" I choked out, trying to keep my voice from waking Arlo, who had finally latched onto my breast. ""When you get this... don't call Mom. Don't call anyone. Just come home. Pack your duffel, get emergency leave from your commanding officer, and come straight home. They tried to put me in prison, Luke. Mom and Kenzie tried to put me in prison.""
I hung up and sat in the dark, listening to the rhythmic, mechanical hum of the wall clock. Every swallow Arlo took felt like a victory against them. My phone buzzed on the nightstand. It was a text from Beverly.
You have until sunrise to go down to the precinct and recant your statement. If you let Kenzie spend the night in a cell, you are dead to me. You will never see a dime of your father’s estate trust, and I will testify in family court that you are an unfit mother who neglects Arlo. Delete that pumping app log now.
I stared at the glowing screen. A cold, absolute calm settled over my spine. For years, I had been the family peacekeeper, the daughter who took the blows so the drywall wouldn't crack. That girl had died the second Officer Miller clicked his handcuffs onto my postpartum wrists.
I screenshotted the text message, uploaded it to my cloud drive, forwarded it to my personal email, and texted it straight to the personal cell phone number Officer Miller had written on the back of his card.
May you like
Then I wrote two words back to my mother:
Try me.