Chapter 7 - The Confession in the Rain

The following morning broke gray and cold over Chicago. The rain had ceased, leaving behind a thick, mournful fog that rolled in from Lake Michigan, cloaking the city in white mist.
I packed two small suitcases with my clothes and Noah’s most treasured belongings: his favorite dinosaur books, the drawing of our family he had taped to the refrigerator, and Captain Blue. I didn't take any jewelry Vincent had bought me, nor did I take the keys to the luxury cars parked in the heated garage. None of it held any value anymore.
When I carried my bags down the stairs, Vincent was sitting on the bottom step, exactly where I had left him hours before. His tie was undone, his expensive suit wrinkled, his eyes sunken and bloodshot. He looked like an old man whose life had been drained away overnight.
"The FBI arrested Madison at her apartment at sunrise," he said hoarsely, not looking up. "They found passports, offshore accounts, and the deleted voice recordings she copied from the satellite phone. She’s facing thirty years in federal prison for securities fraud and wire fraud. The district attorney is also exploring felony charges regarding the reckless withholding of emergency medical intervention."
"Good," I replied quietly, adjusting my coat.
Vincent stood up slowly. "Where are you going?"
"To Rosehill," I said. "To be with our son. And then to my sister's home in Wisconsin."
"Let me come with you," he whispered, his voice cracking with a desperate humility. "Please, Claire. I haven't even seen where he is. I haven't said goodbye. Just let me ride in the car with you. You don't have to speak to me. Just let me see my boy."
I looked at him for a long moment. Despite the unforgivable negligence that had broken our lives, he was Noah’s father. Noah had loved him with an unconditional, innocent devotion that Vincent had failed to honor in life, but Noah would not have wanted his father barred from his resting place.
"You can follow me in your own car," I said coldly, walking past him out to my modest sedan.
An hour later, we stood together on the damp green lawn of Rosehill Cemetery. The fog clung to the ancient oak trees, and the air smelled of wet earth and dying leaves. Plot 412 was marked by a temporary wooden cross; the marble headstone carved with Noah Moretti: Forever Daddy's Little Explorer would not be ready for another two weeks.
Vincent collapsed onto the fresh, dark earth of the grave. He didn't care about his designer trousers or the mud soaking into his coat. He pressed both hands against the wet grass and wept with an agony that seemed to tear his very soul apart.
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"I'm sorry, Noah," Vincent cried, his voice echoing through the silent cemetery. "Daddy was a fool. I was chasing paper while you were fighting for your life. I'm so sorry, my little boy... Daddy's so sorry."
I stood five paces behind him, the cold wind whipping my hair across my face. I watched my husband break into a million irreparable pieces, knowing that all the wealth in the world could never buy back a single second of the time he had thrown away.