Chapter 6 - The Price of Telling the Truth
Nico requested a meeting through the attorneys.
I agreed on two conditions.
Rebecca would attend.
And Junie would not be there.
He accepted both without argument.
We met in a plain conference room with a water pitcher, uncomfortable chairs, and a clock that seemed determined to make every silence audible.
Nico looked smaller away from his house.
Not weak.
Simply human-sized.
“How is your daughter?”
“She wants to know whether Dom can still climb stairs.”
“He says stairs are overrated.”
I almost smiled.
Then I placed a copy of an old vendor record on the table.
“Do you know this company?”
He looked at the name.
“Yes.”
“What was it?”
“A company my brother used for some consulting work.”
“What kind?”
“Reviewing business accounts.”
I waited.
Nico looked toward his attorney.
Then back at me.
“Paul had begun examining payments I told him to leave alone.”
“Payments involving Doyle?”
“And others.”
“Adrian Vale?”
His expression changed.
That was answer enough.
“My brother thought he could help me separate legitimate companies from everything else,” he said. “He believed if the records were clear, the choices would become clear.”
“Was he wrong?”
“No.”
The word came quietly.
“I was.”
I leaned back.
For weeks, people had described Nico’s grief as though losing Paul had happened to him from outside.
Now I could see another part of it.
He had heard his brother’s warnings.
He had chosen convenience.
Then Paul died.
“Did you know he was in danger?”
“I knew he was making people uncomfortable.”
“That isn’t what I asked.”
Nico accepted the correction.
“Yes. I knew there was danger.”
My anger surprised me with its heat.
“And you let him keep going?”
“I thought my name would protect him.”
The room went still.
Outside the window, a delivery truck backed into a loading bay.
The ordinary beeping sounded indecently cheerful.
“Your name didn’t protect Ortiz,” I said.
His face tightened.
“She died before you reached my house.”
“I know. I’m talking about all the men who believe their power is the same thing as safety.”
He lowered his eyes.
I expected his attorney to interrupt.
Instead, the man remained silent.
Nico folded his hands on the table.
“You’re right.”
The admission did not soothe me.
It made the situation sadder.
“What do you want from me?”
“Nothing you haven’t chosen.”
“Then why are we here?”
He took a breath.
“Because I have records. Old records. Information about Vale, Doyle, and things I did before your daughter was born.”
I looked toward Rebecca.
She gave the smallest nod.
This was news to her too.
“If I provide them,” Nico continued, “I won’t be giving evidence only against other people.”
I understood.
“Your attorney explained the consequences?”
“Yes.”
“And?”
He stared at his hands.
“Paul spent years asking me to stop calling delay a plan.”
I felt tears rise unexpectedly.
I didn’t let them fall.
“Nico, being kind to Junie doesn’t balance out whatever else you did.”
“I know.”
“Protecting us doesn’t erase it.”
“I know.”
“Then don’t do this because you want me to tell you you’re a good man.”
He looked up.
“I’m doing it because I’m tired of needing someone else to say it.”
For the first time since meeting him, I believed he understood the question my daughter had asked in the boathouse.
Not whether he could be gentle.
Whether he would choose something different when choosing it cost him.
The meeting lasted another hour.
I left with no promises about our future, no invitation to return to the estate, and no comforting certainty about how everything would end.
But that evening, Rebecca called.
Nico’s attorney had arranged a formal meeting with prosecutors.
The records would be reviewed.
His own conduct would be part of that review.
At bedtime, Junie asked whether Mr. Nico was still fixing the boat.
“I don’t know.”
“We should send him a picture.”
“What kind?”
She held up a drawing of the runabout.
She had painted the hull purple.
Across the top, in uneven letters, she had written:
TRY BEING SOMETHING ELSE.
I stared at it.
“Where did you hear that?”
“I told him.”
“Yes,” I whispered. “You did.”
We sent it through the attorneys.
Days later, Nico replied with a photograph of the unfinished boat.
The drawing was pinned above his workbench.
Beneath it, he had written:
Still trying.
I put the photograph in Junie’s keepsake box.
Then I returned to the accounting records.
There were people who still thought they could frighten me out of telling the truth.
For the first time, I was beginning to understand that courage did not require feeling unafraid.
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It required knowing exactly what fear was asking you to surrender.
And saying no anyway.
