Chapter 7 - The Day I Stopped Waiting

For two days, I did not call Wyatt.
Instead, I worked.
I arranged wedding flowers, negotiated a payment plan with a wholesaler, and met the other tenants in the bakery after closing.
Mrs. Alvarez brought a ledger.
Ben brought coffee.
The bookstore sisters brought three folders and an alarming number of colored tabs.
“What happens if Mercer walks away?” Ben asked.
“The owner can sell to someone else,” I said.
“And we start over,” Mrs. Alvarez replied.
We sat quietly.
Then one of the sisters, Ruth, opened a folder.
“What if someone else is us?”
I almost laughed.
She slid a printed property listing across the table.
The owner had been marketing the block privately for months. Mercer’s agreement depended on financing and clear tenant releases.
There was a deadline.
Eleven days.
“We can’t afford this,” I said.
“Individually,” Ruth replied.
The idea was almost ridiculous.
Five small businesses buying an entire block.
But ridiculous ideas became less ridiculous when somebody put numbers beside them.
Over the next week, we met a commercial loan officer, a community development lender, and an accountant who accepted bakery credit for the first consultation.
The answer was not an easy yes.
We would need down payments, guarantees, reserves, and patience.
We would need the seller willing to negotiate.
But none of them laughed.
That was enough to keep us going.
My mother called every day.
On Thursday, I answered.
“I met with an attorney,” she said.
I sat at my kitchen table.
“What did you tell them?”
“The truth.”
“All of it?”
“Yes.”
Her voice sounded smaller than I remembered.
“I also gave a statement to Denise.”
I closed my eyes.
“Why now?”
“Because I kept waiting for you to make me feel forgiven before I did anything worth forgiving.”
I said nothing.
She took a shaky breath.
“I can’t ask you to protect me from what I chose.”
It was the first sentence she had spoken that sounded like a beginning.
“I’m not ready to see you.”
“I understand.”
This time, she didn’t add anything.
That evening, Eleanor came to the shop carrying a dead orchid.
I looked at it.
“That has been dead for a while.”
“Yes. I needed a plausible excuse.”
I almost smiled.
“Wyatt didn’t send me,” she said.
“All right.”
“He told me not to interfere.”
“And here you are.”
“I’m elderly. We become selective about instructions.”
She placed the orchid on the counter.
Then her expression softened.
“I’m not here to persuade you to forgive him. I came because you were kind to me, and I liked you before any of this became complicated.”
I leaned against the worktable.
“He didn’t send the proposal,” she said. “His chief operating officer did, based on an internal message about making sure the tenants were treated fairly.”
“I know.”
“Knowing and feeling are slow to meet sometimes.”
I looked down.
“I don’t want to disappear into somebody else’s plans again.”
“Then don’t. But leave room for a man to make a mistake without becoming every man who made one before him.”
After she left, I called Wyatt.
He answered on the second ring.
“Hi.”
“Hi.”
For a moment, we listened to each other breathe.
“I should have checked the proposal before assuming you arranged it,” I said.
“I should have made my boundaries clear internally. My concern became an instruction other people interpreted.”
“Your company’s very efficient.”
“Occasionally in the wrong direction.”
I smiled despite myself.
Then he said, “I’m sorry, Laurel. For the effect of it. You asked me for something specific, and the result still hurt you.”
I sat down.
“I’m trying to buy the block.”
Silence.
Then, “Tell me.”
I explained the cooperative, the lender, the missing money.
He listened.
When I finished, he asked, “What would you like from me?”
I looked at the figures scattered across my table.
“For once? Nothing.”
“All right.”
“You’re not offended?”
“No. I’m proud of you.”
My eyes filled before I could stop them.
Outside, a truck passed through the rain.
“Wyatt?”
“Yes?”
“Three weeks ends tomorrow.”
May you like
“I know.”
Neither of us said goodbye.