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Chapter 8 - The Seat Beside Me

The months after the arrests were quieter than the weeks before them.

They were also harder in ways I hadn’t expected.

Fear had given us a schedule.

Appointments. Statements. Phone calls. Evidence.

Once the immediate danger eased, ordinary life returned carrying bills.

My landlord still wanted rent. My student loan company remained completely unimpressed by federal investigations. Bellamy’s had replaced me.

Caleb offered help once.

I said no.

Then I surprised both of us by adding, “But you can help me practice for interviews.”

He sat straighter.

“Finally. A useful assignment.”

He was terrible at pretending to be a restaurant manager.

“What would you do with a rude customer?” he signed.

“Depends. Is the customer your father?”

He covered his face.

“Unprofessional.”

I laughed for the first time that week.

Eventually, I found work at a neighborhood bakery called June’s Table.

The owner, Denise, recognized my name.

I braced for questions.

Instead, she handed me an apron.

“Can you open at six?”

“Yes.”

“Good. The mixer is possessed, and nobody here knows how to fix it.”

The pay was lower than Bellamy’s on a good night, but the coffee was free and nobody called cruelty entertainment.

I began taking one evening course at a time.

Caleb started working with a forensic accounting firm willing to consider him on his actual qualifications. He disclosed the investigation, supplied references from outside his father’s companies, and accepted a junior role.

The salary made him blink.

I enjoyed that.

“Welcome to sandwiches,” I signed.

He learned quickly.

We met on Sundays when neither of us had obligations.

Sometimes Ruth joined us. Sometimes Mrs. Alvarez did, having decided Caleb needed instruction in choosing affordable produce.

Our first proper date took place in a museum.

He asked in writing because he wanted the question to be unmistakable.

Would you like to go out with me, knowing there will be no evidence folders and no attorneys?

I wrote back:

Yes. But I reserve the right to discuss dinosaur bones.

We spent three hours looking at exhibits and another two eating noodles.

At one point, he stopped signing and simply watched me.

“What?”

“I was trying to remember this.”

“Lunch?”

“An afternoon where nothing terrible happened.”

I reached across the table.

He took my hand.

Our first kiss happened a week later outside June’s Table, beneath an awning that leaked directly onto my shoulder.

He asked first.

I said yes.

It was sweet, slightly awkward, and interrupted by Denise pounding on the window because I had forgotten my bag.

That made it better.

Not everything was easy.

Caleb had nightmares.

Sometimes he withdrew without explaining why.

Sometimes I tried to fix his mood because being useful felt safer than admitting I couldn’t.

We argued one evening when he canceled plans with a vague message and didn’t answer for hours.

When he finally contacted me, I was angry.

“I needed space,” he signed.

“You can have space. I needed to know you were safe.”

“I didn’t want to explain.”

“Then say that. Tell me you’re safe and you don’t want to talk.”

He looked away.

I waited until he looked back before continuing.

“I’m your girlfriend. I’m not a guard outside your door, and I’m not a person you have to protect from every difficult feeling.”

He considered that for a long time.

Then he nodded.

“I’m learning.”

“So am I.”

He began seeing a therapist experienced in trauma and Deaf clients.

I found a grief counselor after realizing I still spoke about Evan’s death as though it had happened yesterday.

Our lives grew, unevenly.

Meanwhile, the case moved forward.

Defense attorneys challenged evidence and questioned witness credibility. Martin admitted the full extent of his role and faced consequences for it. Victor’s cooperation did not erase what he had done.

Miriam prepared us for testimony without telling us what to say.

“Tell the truth,” she said. “If you don’t know, say you don’t know.”

One afternoon, a letter arrived for Caleb from Dominic.

This time, he didn’t open it immediately.

He made coffee first.

Then he asked me to sit nearby while he read.

His father wanted him to visit.

No attorneys.

No interpreter.

Just father and son.

Caleb stared at those final words.

Then he wrote his response.

If you want a conversation with me, you will make sure I can participate in it.

May you like

He sent it through Miriam.

Three days later, Dominic agreed.

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