Chapter 5 - The Night I Stayed Awake

My old instincts offered a simple solution.
Find Silas. Lock the door. Make him afraid.
Those instincts had built my reputation.
They had also helped create the silence in which my brother died.
I called June instead.
She arrived at Mara’s apartment before the police finished taking statements. Rafael gave the officer the foundation documents and the details of the threatened sale.
Nobody promised an arrest.
Nobody pretended the note identified its author.
We reported what we knew.
Then Mara packed a small suitcase.
“I’m not taking your money to disappear,” she told me.
“I wasn’t going to ask.”
“You were thinking it.”
She was right.
June arranged a hotel through her office, keeping the location limited to the people who needed it. Mara chose the room herself. Rafael organized transportation with her approval.
Ruby sat on the couch holding a stuffed rabbit with one missing ear.
“Did the bad person touch my books?”
“We don’t know,” Mara said.
Ruby pressed her face into the rabbit.
I crouched several feet away.
“Would you like me to carry your suitcase?”
She nodded.
It weighed almost nothing.
I had carried guns heavier than the belongings that made her feel safe.
At the hotel, Ruby asked Mara to check the closet twice.
Then she asked whether plants got frightened when someone moved them.
“Sometimes they droop,” Mara said. “Then we give them time.”
Ruby looked at me.
“Don’t forget the mint.”
“I won’t.”
I left them with June and drove to the conservatory.
The repaired boiler hummed quietly. Rain slid down the glass. I watered the mint according to Mara’s written instructions, which included three underlined warnings against overwatering.
Then I sat in Elias’s chair.
I couldn’t sleep.
This time, however, I didn’t want to escape the memories.
I wanted to understand them.
Elias had called me twice on the night of the fire.
I had been at a private dinner negotiating a freight agreement with men who disliked waiting.
I had declined both calls.
At eleven sixteen, he sent a message.
Need you to look at something. Please don’t send Silas.
I had read only the first line on my lock screen.
For three years, I had remembered the missed calls.
I had avoided remembering the message.
Now I opened the old thread.
There it was.
Still waiting.
I bent forward until my forehead touched my hands.
When Rafael found me, I told him.
All of it.
He stood quietly beside the chair.
“I should have answered,” I said.
“Yes.”
The honesty hurt.
I needed it.
“But you didn’t start that fire,” he added. “And punishing yourself forever won’t tell us who did.”
At dawn, I called the doctor whose messages I had ignored for months.
By noon, I was sitting across from a trauma specialist, describing the sound of steel collapsing.
She didn’t tell me Ruby had cured me.
She said safety, ordinary conversation, and a quiet environment might have helped my body settle enough to rest.
She also said one peaceful afternoon didn’t erase three years of symptoms.
We made another appointment.
When I told Mara later, she closed her eyes briefly.
“Good.”
“You sound relieved.”
“I am. Ruby cares about you. She shouldn’t have to wonder whether you can sleep unless she’s there.”
“I know.”
It was something I should have understood without being told.
That evening, Daniel called June.
He had remembered a storage locker Elias rented near the river.
“Company security used to collect his personal mail,” Daniel said. “But he paid for that locker himself.”
“Do you have the address?” June asked.
“I have something better.”
An hour later, he placed a small brass key on her desk.
“Elias gave me this the week before he died. Told me to hold it until he finished checking the accounts.”
“Why didn’t you bring it before?” I asked.
Daniel’s expression closed.
“Because the last time I trusted you, I lost my job.”
I lowered my eyes.
“Fair.”
June contacted investigators before anyone opened the locker. By the following afternoon, arrangements were in place for its contents to be documented properly.
I waited outside the storage building while an evidence technician worked inside.
Finally, June came through the door.
“There are account records,” she said. “Photographs. A laptop.”
My pulse quickened.
“And?”
She held my gaze.
“There’s an envelope with your name on it.”
For a moment, I could almost hear my brother laughing at something I had said.
Then June added, “Mateo, there’s also a photograph of the warehouse exit.”
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“What about it?”
“Someone chained it shut from the outside.”